dear future self

i just wanted to tell you, i’m glad you kept trying. and i’m glad that you have such a complete and full understanding of acting. because right now it sucks. like really really sucks. i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing. i think i’m doing everything wrong. and i think i suck. and it’s cyclical and frustrating and embarrassing and i hate it. so good fucking job. i’m really fucking proud of you.