December 2011
15 posts
i don’t think i will eat again for 2 years.
cuntfused
being home makes me feel like i belong here.
i wake up. i get out of bed. i get to choose from 8 different cereals. i get to choose from 8 different teas. my dad and i have a whispered conversation. petal looks at me through the wooden pillars of the landing. i make a noise and she rushes towards me. i sit on the couch. i look outside. i drink the tea. i think about going to work out with my...
i’m feeling good-nina simone
I AM THE MASTER OF STALLING AND YOU CANNOT BEAT ME!
today i had a big break through in class and it felt really good. my teacher was genuinely impressed with me and kept me after to ask if i understood that i have it. i don’t know if this makes sense to anyone but it’s a grand feeling. it means that i’m learning. it means that what i’m here for is working. so i went on a walk and i let this feeling just live inside me. i...
the hours-philip glass
can someone por favor recommend me some good good hip hop and pop music? by good i mean good.
Watchhero.
Seems like I’ve been having lots of struggles lately. When I look at them from a distance they’re not really struggles at all. They’re all internal. What it comes down to is the practice of acceptance and positivity. Those are things that I must master. I am a master of negativity, beating myself up, and judging myself after. I got that down.
Every time someone ever gave me the...